Saturday, September 28, 2024

while everything else continues, unexplained and unexplainable

What is there beyond knowing that keeps calling to me?

I can't turn in any direction but its there. 


I don't mean the leaves' grip and shine or even the thrush's

silk song,  but the far off fires,

for example,  or the stars, heaven's slowly turning theater of light,


or the wind playful with its breath;


or time that's always rushing forward,or standing still 

in the same - what shall I say - moment.


What I know I could put into a pack as if it were bread and cheese,

and carry it on one shoulder, important and honourable, but so small!


While everything else continues, unexplained and unexplainable.


How wonderful it is to follow a thought quietly to its logical end.

I have done this a few times.


But mostly, I just stand in the dark field in the middle of the world, breathing in and out.


Life so far doesn't have any other name but breath and light, wind and rain.


If there's a temple, I haven't found it yet.

I simply go on drifting,



In the heaven of the grass and the weeds.


What is there beyond knowing, by Mary Oliver 

from New and Selected Poems volume two published 2005


These images are from the road trip through northern and mid Western Wales that Ned and I did the second week of August.  

All of them were taken from the passenger seat of a moving vehicle by me.  


We enjoyed this trip together very much.


The feeling of being with him in the middle of this fairy world

will stay with me for a long time and I am grateful.

Wednesday, September 25, 2024

statement and a gallery of my recent work

medicine earth 2021 wool, linen, hand stitch, 73.5 x 73 inches

I have been exhibiting my hand stitched textiles for over four decades. For the last dozen years or so, I have been making my work from rescued table linens, old wool blankets, and beautiful new fabrics such as velvet, silk, wool, and linen that I dye myself with locally harvested plants or kitchen waste. I create large scale abstract artworks with the aim to communicate in a poetic way. By poetic I mean that I want my viewer’s personal and large inner world to rise up while they slowly move alongside or around one of my pieces. 

Eternity 2021, Prayer to the Sky 2019, Thoughts and Memories and Dreams 2024

My work is sculptural. The quilts or blankets are double-sided, with each side having its own title. The cloaks, cocoons and bundles that I make hang from the ceiling or are presented on plinths. With my art, I hope to invite a reverie, such as one receives from being alone in nature. 

Time Future: Touch the Stars 2021,  Eternity 2021 

I believe that the sense of touch gives a direct path to the inner world and so I hand-stitch many repeated textural marks into the large areas of cloth to give my work haptic power. I want the urge to touch it or be touched by it, to be almost overwhelming. 

Underfoot the Earth Divine 2020, damask linen, natural dyes, hand stitch 89 x 89 inches, 
Her Arms Wrapped Round and My Heart, wool bundles, the size of toddlers

The soft materials I prefer contain stories about time. Memories can be triggered by these repurposed domestic cloths, either about family dinners, or about feeling warm and protected while falling into the vulnerability of sleep and dream. I use natural dyes, hand pieced small and large pieces of cloth, embroidered circles, feelings of vastness and cosmic mystery, phenomenological knowledge, and the power of unique, slow, textural marks, each one placed by the hand.

Soft Summer Gone 2017  silk, natural dyes, wool and silk threads, hand stitch 100 x 100 inches

I grew up on 160 acres outside of Fort Frances, North Western Ontario. As a child I experienced many long days of solitude and daydream.

My Open Heart 2017 wool, natural dyes, hand stitch 58 x 48 inches

In order to regain that open way of being I choose to live and work on an island in Lake Huron, and to spend most of my time alone. My husband and I have lived and worked on Manitoulin Island for over thirty years and feel privileged to be welcomed here on Ojibwe and Odawa land. We raised our children here. Manitou means The Great Spirit in the Anishinaabeg language and the palpable spiritual quality of this place feeds me, every day and every night of the year.

Under Drifting Stars  2022, cotton, natural dyes, hand embroidery quilted, 80 x 91 inches

I am a second-generation settler, as my father immigrated to Burris township in North Western Ontario from Finland when he was five years old. The Finnish aesthetic of simplicity and noble poverty greatly informs my work. 

Cloudy Day 2024, wool, velvet, cotton, hand stitch  91 x 52 inches

However, my work is also fed by daily views of Manitowaning Bay and the Wikwemikong Peninsula that I enjoy.

Sacred Ground 2024  wool, natural dye, hand stitch, 64 x 37.5 inches

I’ve never lived in an urban centre for longer than a month or two at a time but instead, have chosen to live close to nature and rather isolated on this sparsely-populated island. Both of my university degrees in fine art were obtained through distance education. I’m very grateful for the internet which connects me to art and culture around the world.

Earth and Air  2017  wool, linen, natural dyes, hand stitch  94 x 82 inches

The intent of my work is that it will make you feel like I do when I am alone looking out over the horizon or moving slowly through a windy field of grass or forest path.

Friday, September 13, 2024

her vision grounds me

Stoney Island Memories 2019

Working alongside Penny Berens is one of the highlights of my career.  Noticing how she maintains her own heart felt vision helps to keep me grounded.  

It's easy for me to find artists in books who seem to know their own selves and are able to write about their making process and belief systems, but Penny is a real person with whom I can speak with on the phone.   I just spent nearly a week with her in Nova Scotia when we installed and spoke about our joint exhibition, In the Middle of the World. 

Resting Between Tides 2019

She notices details.    

Her work is drawn with needle and thread in her lap.  She does one artwork at a time. 

Each of her pieces is directly influenced by some particular event or sight or feeling that she has experienced.

Walking on Stoney Ground 2019

There's nothing general about her interpretations, although her works do have an atmosphere.

Our work complements each other because of the differences between our two approaches as much as because of the similarities.


When Autumn Leaves Fall 2017


Winter's Edge 2021

The large scale of my work makes an immediate impact on the viewer.  

My work communicates a lasting feeling of spirit and intimacy.  It sets you up to receive the details and imagination of her wall pieces, as you slowly move past them, one after the other.  
    
Details of Winter's Edge

You are ready to notice the details and the events and the change of seasons in her interpretations of nature.  

Also the boulders and the piles of smaller rocks.

The sun and the moon.

The wind and the beaches.  The grasses and the berries.

All the small repetitive marks that nature paints in the bush or on the beach are detailed in Penny's work and it is interesting to experience them, step by step, with close observation.

November Song 2024

detail of November Song


She says that she wants to work more abstractly and messier. 

The last thing she said to me when we hugged good bye was that she was going to start doing this right away.  She's five years older than I am and neither of us are going to retire.

I'm glad that she's only a phone call or a text message away.  She keeps me on track.  She encourages and inspires me.

Beaver Moon Dreaming 2020

I'm lucky to have an artist like her in my life. Making the two person exhibition together with her and also with our cheerleader and advocate, curator Miranda Bouchard, was an important step in both our creative practices.

Thank you for being real, Penny.  Thank you for being full of integrity and personal strength.

All artwork in this post is by Penny Berens.  More of this body of work can be seen on Modernist Aesthetic.  

In the Middle of the World was just installed in Nova Scotia.  Read Miranda Bouchard's curatorial statement and see my sculptural pieces at this link.   

Tuesday, August 27, 2024

dream, earth, luck, moon, soul

dream
Beginning again.  
Beginning in the middle.
Here is my sewing.

earth

Art is about relationships.

earth (other side)

Art may seem as if it is about nature or beauty, but it is about love.

luck

The more I study art, the more I realize this.    

luck (other side)

Because love is caring.  

moon

Some call it wonder.

patience

 Some use the term 'unselfing'.     (here is a link)

patience (other side) 

In order to do my own unselfing I take risks with materials.

And then I make things from what has become wrecked.     

rose

It helps me make sense of being alive.  

rose (other side) 

I have so many things to say right now, that I am not able to say anything.  
That's why I am beginning in the middle.  Here is some sewing.

Here are some of the small wool and velvet bundles I made during July.     

soul

I've been to Great Britain. Lots to say about that.  some of it here.
I'm going to Nova Scotia.  The reason is an exhibition, mentioned here.

Women sew as a substitute for words. 

Monday, August 12, 2024

My exhibition was a success

detail of Stardust  full view on website

The privilege of a lifetime is to become who you truly are.

 As far as we can discern, the sole purpose of human existence is to kindle a light of meaning in the darkness of mere being.

Yin Yin (detail) full view on New Work blog

The creation of something new is not accomplished by the intellect but by the play instinct acting from inner necessity.

love the soul inside of me (detail)   

The creative mind plays with the objects it loves.  

Carl Jung

inner world (detail)  full view on website 

The above text is in the journal I have with me in Great Britain.      

The images in this post are details of some of my pieces from Softer and Dreamier, my exhibition this year at the Festival of Quilts in Birmingham.  There is an excellent video of the exhibition in the sidebar of this blog and I'll put a link to it here as well.   

I also wrote about my exhibition on My Updates blog - click here to read.  xo